Hit "Shuffle"

I'm sure I'm not the only person to have a blog. . . and then completely neglect it.  I looked at my page and it's been around two years since I last posted, and even that was a one-off.  My life has changed so much over the last few years that it would take me multiple posts for it to even make sense -  not that the few readers I had Once-upon-a-time are still paying attention.  It would just be for the people (like me) who after reading a month or two worth of posts want to go back to the beginning and see where it all started.  

I'm crazy that way.  At least with online comics there's a somewhat defend-able reason.

I've thought about making a video blog on youtube. . . but that requires so much effort in camera use, lighting, editing, and makeup.  I'm lazy.  

I kind of just want a place to post a stream-of-consciousness, whatever is on my mind at this second type thing.  Which for me opens up a world of random possibilities.  Heck, if this were an actual SOC I wouldn't be making it through a sentence without getting distracted in most cases.  You'd have one solid page that made little sense and had 5 periods if you were lucky.

Right now, my brain is on the weight I gained this winter. . . because I'm wearing a corset.  One of my bigger ones that normally are a gentle easing-in to one of the ass-kickers I'll actually wear to an event.  Normally I can tighten these all the way and still stick my arms through. . . so VERY not happening. I have back fat pinching and the top (that is normally the loosest part) is digging in >(  I'll admit I haven't done a real workout since a week or two before the last event I attended. . . in October.  At the time I tried on my smallest corset and had a terrible time lacing it, not because of chub though.  Then my stomach muscles were not having it.  All these crunches had given them a mind of their own and they didn't want to be forced into an hourglass shape.  So I stopped the workouts - in my mind temporarily- so they'd relax and let me abuse them.  Of course the problem is that I never started again.  Actually planned to start up again on tuesday. . .but then suffered a family imposition and it didn't happen.  I really do want to start again, because I know that so many of my health issues would be better behaved.  Especially the asthma and MS related body-aches and fatigue.  It's getting past the first week or two that makes me want to cry at the very thought.  Because those first few are a miserable hell. But sitting here in this less-comfortable than usual corset is serving as a undeniable reminder of the condition of my body. BTW, if you've ever wondered, it's better to stand in a corset than sit.  It's now friday, tomorrow I'll wear one of my Damsel in this Dress corsets, which have a much higher difficulty level, but are so very awesome.  I usually try not to wear the same one two days in a row, but depending on how it goes I may wear the brown both days.  It'll be the most comfortable for sure.

I'll probably post again today while the idea that I have a new blog is fresh in my mind. lol